Laura came into #aspectfx earlier from the library in school.
She seems really upset or depressed… I think something’s really wrong or something bad has happened.
She apologised to her brother and said she’d tell us both what was wrong later on.
She told me that her phone was off because there’s no point in having it on if I’m not going to call. This is because yesterday I suggested that I stop calling at lunch and straight after school. It’s not that I don’t want to call… It’s just that for the last week I’ve basically just sat there on the phone and listened to her half of her conversation with other people, followed by her saying she was where she was going now and that she was going to go.
It’s not the most exciting stuff to listen to. I love listening to Laura, I love hearing anything she has to say, I just feel left out. Like I’m just annoying her by being there on the phone.
It appears that I’ve upset her by saying that I probably shouldn’t call. She says she understands, and in a way, it does make sense not to call when I’m trying to save money. But logic and sense are not what it takes to make a relationship. Obviously you need some, but sometimes you just have to throw logic, sense, and caution to the wind and follow your heart. Link, Laura’s brother, would probably have a good laugh at that. I think he’s more than a little depressed, I doubt he’d admit it, but I think he misses something or someone.
I have a feeling that this problem, which Laura is going to tell me about later, is something to do with her parents. Some kind of new development regarding me.
The conversation between my mum and her mom seemed to go really well. They laughed and joked and seemed to get along nicely. I think this is to do with something else… I can only wait to see. It’s killing me.
I can’t believe I’ve only been at work for 3 hours. I’ve got another hour and 10 minutes to wait until I can call Laura. Not that she’ll turn her phone on. She’ll keep it turned off and I will have effectively shot myself in the foot in advance.
I’ll keep you updated. You being me. Me in the future when I look back. Hi Stu.